At this particular moment i am battling with my dead emotions to find out the answer of some undefined questions which rattled my life like a mistily cyclone.It is very hard to conquer the mind when it is at the mercy of the heart. I believe in thinking logical and straight but sometimes i loose grip on myself and start contradicting myself. I have stopped thinking much as whenever i think my mind sinks. In this beautiful world which is full of pseudo intellectuals, i have few friends who believe in being simple n real which nowadays is considered as dilapidated.Dilapidated people are considered as mad but for me being mad is a current fad.
I don't know the real meaning of many things because i have not yet experienced those things but I know the meaning of real friend because i have one,I know the real meaning of care because someone really cared, i know the meaning of unconditional love because i have seen my mother's love and i know the meaning of hatred and lust because i have experienced it in many eyes. With time , i am sure i will learn the real meaning of other things like trust,guts and may be sex.
I am not a philosopher or an intellectual. i am just a normal guy with a heart of a clown and a mind of about to mature guy.This world remind me of a stage where every one is suppose to play an important role. My role has not yet started coz i was rehearsing all these years. The stage is set and i am all ready to rule. Come on world, open your arms and embrace me.
