Nocturnal Pain..

In the darkness of the night,

When everyone sleeps.

My heart weeps,

As the loneliness creeps.

When, everyone dreams,

I am wide awake,

Thinking of the love and losses,

The pain and the painful gains.

People think, i am crazy,

world thinks, i am weird,

I need to be pushed,

To be happy and cheered.

Even though i smile,

I know, how much i hide

My people hate me,

My world hates me.

Sometimes, i hate the world

But many a times,

I hate myself

I bate myself.